Solitude
daffodil.linkinpark.comSometimes I think of letting go and never looking back, and never moving forward so there’d never be a past
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Where should I start Disjointed heart I’ve got no commitment To my own flesh and blood Left all alone Far from my home No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I Keep it locked up inside Cannot express To the point I’ve regressed If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I Keep it locked up inside Keep my distance from your lies

It's true
The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
I'm unclean, a libertine
And every time you vent your spleen,
I seem to lose the power of speech,
Your slipping slowly from my reach.
You grow me like an evergreen,
You never see the lonely me at all
Blinded I am
And so are you
By shedding tears
Confusion that separates us two
We hold dear
Just look into my eyes Kiss our fears goodbye
I'm reaching for your shadow
Drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain that you left me with
At the kiss of dawn
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I will dedicate
And sacrifice my everything for just a second's worth
Of how my story's ending
And I wish I could know if the directions that I take
And all the choices that I make won't end up all for nothing
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
We break our enemies with fear, and
we've seen how the tears come around
We've built our confidence on wasteland
We've seen how the walls come down
Life burns A man dies like a butterfly Life burns from the touch of the reaper All things must pass One love is a crooked lie The world lies in the hands of evil We pray it would last
Life burns
We have no sympathy for the lost souls
we've chosen the path of disgrace
We give this life to our children
and teach them to hate this place

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavour To find the missing lifeline
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
The best place to be when you're feeling like ME
JUST BACK OFF BEFORE I SNAP AND YOU”LL SEE ME

Background
- Education
- College / University
- Politics
- Don't Care
- Religion
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Currently
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Love
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- Single
- Kids
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- Zodiac Sign
- Libra (September 23 - October 22)
daffodil's Blog
Keep on living...
May 15, 2008
What is death for you? The end? Just another beginning? A trip to Hell/Heaven? Just a way to get to another body (reincarnation)?
It seems that most of humans fear death either because they fear that this is the end, or hell, or just because they don’t want to leave their life and body…Why fear it? It’s going to come for you one day and you know it well, we all die…
I don’t fear death, I long for the moment that I’ll meet HER. I’ve got really close to it, but every time someone or something seems to stop me. Why do I want to die? I want to be the one that puts an end to my life. I always knew that I’ll kill myself, but I never thought I’ll do it soon until I had a car accident and I realized that I can die any day and I’ve decided that the sooner, the better.
I had a dream, of the perfect wedding, me and Death, but it was ruined in the moment I realized that they will cry, that no matter how hard I try it’s going to be a funeral, not a wedding…And now, I don’t know why I’ve decided to give life another chance, but my thoughts stop here. What am I suppose to do next? I’m looking for reasons to keep on living but no matter how hard I try I can’t seem to find one. Why do you keep on living? Learn me how to live again, PLEASE!!!
The only thing that we have to fear is fear itself (Franklin D. Roosevelt)






